Just A Moment

How painful it would be to like someone who never even knows who you are.

Those tears that fall every now and then, ’cause of the truth that you’ve been hurt and only you who can understand.

How frustrating this feeling of being hopeless, ’cause you have nothing to do.

When you always wish to have the chance, even for a few moments, just to express the thoughts & feelings that you’ve deeply hiding inside.

When you want to know how it really feels like when that chance came, and that person is in front of you.

Before, you just always imagine the moment where you and that person are having an eye contact from afar, and then slowly…  that person is coming towards you. It seems like you can’t breathe ’cause you don’t even know what’s going on. And then suddenly, you ask yourself… Is this really happening?

Are you the dream that came true?

Would you mind hearing me saying those words I wrote in my mind?

But you woke up in the middle of the night, and you can’t see anything but only the truth. The reality.

If only dream, can come true, can I wish for you? (Would it be okay?)

If only wishes can happen, can I even see you? (Can you give me a chance?)

If only seeing you could happen, can I hold your hands? (Will you even allow it?)

If holding your hands is possible, can I touch your lips? (Will you get bothered?)

If touching it is okay, can I wish for one last thing? (Please listen…)

…Can I wish for the time to stop even for a while? ‘Cause I want to stay in front of you.

I want to stare at you while touching your face, and say the words that I just keep in my heart. Those words that I can’t write and I can’t say.

‘Cause it’s only you. Only you… who should hear it. ‘Cause it’s for you. Only for you.

If chances won’t ever happen, can I just let you hear this song?

A song for my heart, and not for us. Would you like to hear? I hope I could explain it, but there will never be any chances.

There is nothing to be bothered, and I know it won’t really make you feel that way.

Just listen. For me, that would mean so much.

#JJS

My Love

Baby my love there’s us
Remember our painfull moment
I hope it has gone now
Also I guess the other is the trace of our separation
That left us hurt so much
Our world too
Used to be dear and precious
You are one and only that remind me of it

I forget what it was all about
No, I guess I just pretend I have already forgotten
Remember it has been long time since the last time we put it to end

There’s times I had to endure
You don’t want to but really have to let it go
It’s only a memory to tell, still I keep wondering

Baby my love there’s us
Remember our painfull moment
I hope it has gone now
Also I guess the other is the trace of our seperation
That left us hurt so much
Our world, too
Used to be dear and precious
You are one and only that remind me of it

So why don’t you let it go?
If I can tell you my feeling
still need you want you stay by my side
We should be together

That yearning feeling
You may see in future
I don’t like to, there’s no other love but you
I guess eventually

Baby my love there’s us
So remember our painful moment
I hope it has gone now
Also I guess the other is the trace of our separation
That left us hurt so much
Our world, too
Used to be dear and precious
You are one and only that remind me of it

 

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